"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Every time you make me so mad, so sad, so bad that nobody can ever imagine, i will always try my best not to hate you after that. I could not hate you. What if karma happens and my children would do the same thing to me? It would be a phobia for me to have children then. I always try to make myself feel better by crying my heart out and writing poems. Fake fake poems. Fake poems regarding my fake feelings. Fake poems on how "i understand you". Fake poems to cover up what i really truly feel. I have no idea how long this can continue. I have no idea when you are going to change.
You're my mum, why, the simplest things like this you just cant adapt and understand?
MY GIRL~
When you were born into the world,
So precious, so delicate, so pure,
I tried my best to bring myself up,
To look at my masterpiece that i have,
To look into your deep brown eyes,
My gaze of love that can never be compared,
Can never be measured, can never be sold,
So weak yet so strong,
So tired yet so ambitious,
Motivated by your lovely, precious cries,
I swear to bring up the best in you,
My darling girl.
A lady you are now,
Smart, strong and young,
However you grew up so fast,
And have your own ways, styles and dreams to achieve,
Leaving my expectations behind,
Heartbroken i am,
Looking at my shattered dreams,
I never meant to nag and irritate you,
every single second,
I just want to talk sense out of you,
That is what i meant,
I never meant to make you feel useless and down,
When i compare you with other's daughters,
I just want to make you realise that you can be better.
My girl,
You are never too old,
You'll always be my baby,
And you deserve to be treated like one forever,
I have got no one else,
I only have you,
Please make my dreams come true,
My girl, i love you.
super kawaii :D
